3 Weeks = 20 Days

Hellooooo again! Sorry for the iklan! Hehehe. Later I'll update on the Part II of the J-Card Day story-mory okeh? :P :P

Hurmmmm. Now the nervous'ness of the upcoming BIG DAY makin menjadi² laaa. I'm extremely nervous now. Apsal ntah. Am I ready to become a wife? Am I ready to say YES and nod to everything my "hubby" says to me? (Well of course NOT to all laa kan. I know he's not someone who loves to instruct people especially me, to do this and that yang tak sepatutnya). But seriouslyyyy... Think about it, people! You know what's the tanggungjawab that you have to pikul when you're someone's wife kan? I'm honestly takut. Nervous. Risau. Risau. Risau. Isk. Tatau apa yang risau sangat. Is it because lately I've been checking out lots of wedding photography pages and has viewed tons of wonderful wedding pictures of others and ntah nape ntah cam risau sangat bila fikir yang I'm going to be JUST LIKE THEM in the pictures. I mean, especially concerning the solemnization or Nikah day!! Risau sangat..... :(

Things that i worried most are...
1) Solemnization / Nikah Day
- I'm becoming someone's wife in just 1 lafaz ijab & qabul, insyaAllah... Dalam sekelip mata, tanggungjawab untuk menjaga saya akan bertukar dari seorang Papa ke seorang yang bergelar Husband... Wah! Everything will not be the same anymore. Eventhough we're still Papa & Daughter, and Mama & Daughter, but it won't be the same... :( (While writing this, I'm starting to develop tears in my eyes) *Sorry, emo jap okeh!*

2) Wedding Day
- I'm worried because....... I'm still FAT! I'm still CHUBBY here and there!! :( How I wish I could get back to my weight and shape 2 years back. I was 55kg that time and now?? Huarghhh! You don't want to know... Huhuhu. I'm worried IF I don't look nice, IF I don't look good, IF I don't look beautiful (Haha. Sure laa cik Bride-to-be ni nak nampak cantik kan! :P), IF people tak datang my kenduri, IF people lupa pasal my kenduri, IF my baju tak cantik, IF my perut terserlah kebuncitannya.. Erkk!! IF and ONLY IF... Huwaaaaa.. Risau okeh!! :(

3) Post-Wedding
- Will I be a good wife to my dear Bb? Will I be able to cook his favourite meal? Err.. The correct question is... Will I develop the love for cooking, and not just baking cupcakes?? Hahaha. :P Will I be able to make my Husband happy and contented all the time? Will I be able to satisfy please him? *ahem* (too early to think about that ey? :P) All in all, am I capable of becoming the greatest superb chomel wife to Mohd Fadzril Faez, forever and ever?? I hope so. YaAllah... I hope you're with us, blessing us and providing us guidance whenever we need you.. *amen* :)

Okay........... I'm starting to develop tears again. Got to stop writing now. Time's up. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day because I'm moving out from the current rumah sewa so needs to pack things up and move as many stuffs as possible to the new house. Hope I can get enough sleep and rest tonight. Arghh! Need to start packing tonight... Care to help me anyone? *sigh*

Good night, Malaysia!! Have a pleasant weekends... =)

p.s. I'll continue the 2nd part of the J-Card SALE later, okay? :P