So Long & Farewell

Ohhhhh.

I have mix feelings now! :) :(

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Part of me is feeling quite SAD and another part is feeling very EXCITED!

Hmmm.

Sad sebab I'm going to leave this place for good. :( Excited sebab I'll be joining an interesting company next week! :)

Hmmm.

This is what I've been waiting for, kan? All these years........ Well, January 2010 marks my 3rd year with this company! Fuhh. Tak sangka lama dah kat sini. :P

There are too many memories here!! Met lots of people... Made lots of friends... Been through lots of ups & down, lots of laughters, happiness and cebik² muka too (Read: Marah, Menyampah & Geram). LOL.

Hmmm.

Well, yes people! I won't be coming here again starting next Monday. Kenapa? Heeeee. Today is my last day lah!! Isn't it obvious already? :P

Hmmm.

The day has finally come, huh? Macam tak percaya jer I'm leaving this place. :)

I'll be joining toottt on 2nd February 2010, insya Allah! Hopefully everything will turn out fine in the new place. *ahem* I still nak tulis as tootttt. No big deal pun kan walaupun I tau ramai dah tau I nak join company mana! Haha. :P

Hmmm. Okay lah.

I'll continue later yer!

Now I've to clear up my PC. Nak save apa patut dalam External HDD, then delete lain² apa yang patut. *sigh*

Talk to YOU later, okay? :)

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P.S. My team is throwing me a Farewell PotLuck Party during "Lunch" time kejap lagi! I tatau nak rasa apa... Yang pasti, I terharu nih! Hihihi. :)

I'm NOT a Shopaholic!

Yesss!!

Ohh sungguh gerdix skali statement di atas, I know! :P

Truth is, I'm not really a shopaholic... Betul! :)

Hmmm..

Well, sometimes I think I am one, but when I think of the things I buy, will buy or tend to buy... I don't think I'm sooo into shopping or buying things! Heh..

Frankly, money is an issue here!! (Too bad for moi!)

It seems like I hardly get enough of it now... *sigh*

Melepaskan perasaan session... So please bear with me! :P

FYI, I've been with this company (my workplace) for 2 years+. And eventhough I started as a GTP (a Trainee, basically!), but I'm one of the first 3 people who got promoted a month earlier than the rest of the GTPs. (Yeah, lucky me!) But heyyy! We I feel cheated... :( *sigh* I don't want to elaborate more on that though... But what I'm saying now is, the pay I got every months are not up to what most people are getting these days... Yes, working weird late hours or shall I say, in shifts (UK hours, in my case) gives me an additional ringgit every months because we are entitled for monthly "Travel Allowance", plus getting the "Relief Allowance"...and if we're lucky enough, sometimes we could claim for the "Meal Allowance" if we work on Malaysian Public Holiday (PB). Why work on a PB, you must be asking? Simply because manalah orang UK sana cuti time kita sume nih cuti kat Malaysia... So haruslah kitorang sume nih KENA KERJA on those PBs! Huhuhu. So that's why!! :( Yang I dok tak puas ati is my basic pay. Sangat sikit!! Fresh Grads yang baru start keje zaman skang pun basics dorang lagi tinggi okeh!! Hmmm... Ye laa.. For me, bila dah campur sume allowances tu, memang laa tinggi sikit tapi sampai bila?? Kalau nak tukar kerja to normal hours, sure my pay akan dropped kan?? Sebab dah takde dah sume allowances tu. Have to depend on the basics laa kan?? *sigh*

Dah laa.. Dah merepek nih! Nak cerita lain, lain plak yang keluar.. Btw, jangan salah faham yer... Saya masih bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah dah kasi kat saya! Syukur dengan apa yang dah ada, and yang dah dapat! Alhamdulillah... Hehehe! Okay, back to my original stories... :P

...end of luahan hati!! Chewahh.. :P

Ohh...

Actually, I'm the type yang banyak sangat teringin nak beli tu, teringin nak beli nih.. Tapi end up, susah betul nak cari yang memuaskan ati & suka... Sure after dah pusing² cari, I'll give up and stopped looking. Andddd... Sometimes eventhough dah jumpa yang berkenan and cocok (skema jap perkataannya! :P) in my yes, mesti tak beli punya lahh!! Hahaha... Ntah laa nape! :P

And my Mom once said...

"Angah (panggilan for me in my family) ni memang dari dulu kedekut sket and susah sket nak beli barang...Tapi once pilih benda, sure yang mahal²!!"

Haa... Lebih kurang camtu laa cara Mama cakap! Hehehe. Teruk kan? :P

But nahhhh...

Bukannya terlalu memilih or suka nak beli yang mahal²... But maybe I'm the type yang go for quality! Chewahh... Tapi this doesn't apply to everything okeh! Me nih bukannya pandang kat branded items sajorrr... Only on certain items jer! Hihihi.. Plus, I lagi suka membeli untuk yang tersayang dari beli stuffs untuk diri sendiri! Betul... Tak tipu punya! I love love loveee to spend, pamper and splurge my loved ones with gifts, presents or just any inpromptu things! Contohnya, tetiba nampak satu barang yang I tau my Husband suka, I tak fikir panjang untuk membeli and kuar $$$ banyak mana pun asalkan dapat kasi benda tu kat Hubby! Ohh... The feeling of "memberi hadiah" tu memang heavenlyyy lahh! Hehehe... BUT! Kalau I terjumpa anything yang dah tentu² I suka and memang nak sangat²... Belum tentu lagi I beli! Mesti fikir ribu² kali and ntah camne, terus jadi kedekut ngan diri sendiri! Hahahaha... Betul tak tipu! :P :)

Okay lahh...

The climax of this entry sebenarnya ialah.......

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Nanti lah I cerita in next entry okeh!

Bosan laa plak tulis kat sini panjang²... Hehehe! PEACE!! :P

...To be continued!! :)

Leaving on a jet plane!?

Ohhh!

I cannot imagine my life without Hubby around... :(

Ohh wait!

I've had some experiences before!!

But hey - that was when we were in Boyfriend-Girlfriend & Fiance-Fiancee relationships... Now?? Ohh belum pernahhh... :(

Mesti orang akan cakap...

"Eii! Mengada betul nak sedey² bila Hubby outstation!"

"Chehh.. Bukan pergi lama pun! Kecoh betul minah nih..."

"Alaa. Orang lain Husband outstation every week tak kecoh pun..."

Bla bla bla bla...

Ohh sesungguhnya biarlah apa orang nak kata, saya tetap sedey & dah start rindu Hubby! Isk.. Iskkk...

FYI, Hubby is flying away to Japan for a 4-days Knowledge Transfer trip!

4 Days jer??!!!

Ohhhh... Itu sudah cukup lama buat saya!

Why???

Dulu lain, sekarang lain laaa...

First time kenal Hubby was in 2005! And early 2006, he was sent off to Japan for a 2 Months+ training. Time tu we were Boyfriend & Girlfriend. Of course, I wouldn't want to miss a chance sending off a love one at KLIA... Err and that day was my very first time meeting up with his family! Aiyayaii... Malu okeh! Depan his family, control abis... Muka straightttt jer! Bila balik apartment ( since I'm still a student back then, so takde kete laa time tu so Hubby's family sent me back to my "hostel"), I cried really bad sampai my left-eye contact lense boley terkeluar sebab teruk sangat menangis!! Hahaha. Klakar plak kalau ingat balik... :P ;D

2nd time (to the same place/destination)?? 2 years later, in early 2008!! He was sent off again to Japan for 2 weeks! A shorter duration than before tapi sedey tu sama jer... Uhuk! Tapi this time boley control lagi... Time tu kitorang dah upgrade status and were Fiance-Fiancee! So of course la sedey kan... Tapi I can managed the sadness sebab Hubby pergi tak lama! :)

The small gift I gave Hubby during his 2nd trip! I got 1 too for myself in red keychain! :P

Now.......

Hubby's departing to Japan on this coming Sunday and will be back on next Wednesday! So lebey kurang 4 days+-... Huhuhuhu!

Tatau laa...

Maybe sebab this time around, we're already Husband & Wife... And with the situation we're in.. I mean, we're expecting!! So rasa sedey tu berlebih-lebih lagi laa. Sedey rasa cam ditinggalkan time pregnant! Huhuhu.. Sedeyy wooo!

Huwaaaa...

Saya nih tidaklah sekuat Shila sebab dia dah biasa Husband dia outstation pasal kerja...
Saya nih taklah sekuat my friend, Mawar yang Husbandnya memang kerja "off-shore" selalu...
Saya nih taklah sekuat June yang sorang di Utara & sorang di KL...
Saya nih tidak laa sekuat my junior Huda yang Husbandnya juga kekadang kerja "off-shore" (betul ke Huda? Sorry kalau salah)...

Ohhh... Saya tidak sekuat mereka!! Ladiesssss, saya kagum dengan anda sebab saya memang sedey sangat & I'm such a cry baby now!! Rasa nak ikuttt jer gi Japan for 4 days tapi leceh la nak apply Visa, cari ticket, bla bla blaa... Besides, needs to save up for Baby Jr.'s needs! Betul tak?? *sigh* (Sedapkan hati sendiri...) :( :(

My darling Hubby, please take extra care when you're over there!!! Jangan lupa kat Mummy & A****l okeh! Mummy & Baby Jr. loves you soo sooo much!!! Nanti kita ber'3G & ber'video-call okeh!! *hug hug kiss kiss* :( :(

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Ohhh!

Saya tau kenapa saya sedey!

Sebab saya dah terlalu biasa bermanja, ber'cuddle, hugs, kiss and touch my Hubby!! Plus, as most of you know... I'm working from evening till late at night on weekdays. So imagine... Keluar kerja around 16:00 and return home at 01:00, tapi takde orang yang sambut. Hubby takde kat sini!! Bukan setakat outstation jer, tapi jauhhh di negara orang! Sakit pening, takde orang nak jaga... Nak masuk umah time balik kerja, ohh risaunya!!! Luar rumah sangat gelap!! Lampu kat tiang TNB depan rumah tak elok² sampai skang... Saya tiba² tak berani nak balik malam² when on my mind, I know that I'm going to be alone! FYI, saya duduk berdua ngan Hubby dari lepas kenduri kawen sampai sekarang! Ohh sunyinyaaa... So THAT'S THE REASON WHY I'M SOO SOOO SAD!!! :(

Takper laa... Nanti saya discuss with my parents on what to do, where to stay, etc etc...

Till I write again... :(

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Is it equal to Sunyi??

Haih... I have no answer to that.

It's 23:04 now and I'm in the office as usual.
Some of you must be saying "Here we go againnn.. She's going to start "the story" all over again now!!". Ohh sorry! Kalau ada yang rasa bosan or feels that this repetition 'story' is BORING, kindly tekan butang 'X' di penjuru kanan atas page ini untuk Exit dari blog saya! Sekian terima kasih... :)

Mari sambung cerita...

Heyy, it's a Monday & it's my very first week working from 17:00 to 02:00 (as Day Light Savings just ended)... Bluerghh!! This will be my working hours up till next week! So 2 weeks laa kiranya! And..... This "shifts" rotation will be up until March or April next year!

Huwaaaaa. Somebody help me!!!
It's a long way to go... I'm sick of this!! :( *sigh*
Harap² pencarianku akan berakhir soon... Jeng jeng jeng!

Being married is a HAPPY la lala la la thing, but being awayyy (for more than 12 hours) from my significant other is a BIG NO to moi! :(

You see.......
We wake up every Subuh morning together.
I accompany and send off Hubby to work (without failed) every morning around 07:15 to his car.
BUT...... I only get to see him back at 02:00 the next day!!!!

So come peeps!
Lets do the math... Hmph!
From lets say... 07:20 up till 02:30 (the time I arrive home).......
It is about 19 hours & 10 minutes! Whoaaa... Imagine that! Almost 24 hours seyyy... :( :(

SEPI tu sangatttt laa TAK indah... (sape yang cakap indah pun?)
SEPI tu sangattt laa banyak maksudnya... Kan kan?
Sape yang tak pernah rasa SEPI, sila angkat keyboard! Huhuhu.

Ohhh. Selingan!
Sesungguhnya SEPI tu takde kena mengena dengan entry kali nih.
Tapi sajer nak share 1 text message that was sent by someone to her Papa dearest. :)

"Papa, rindu laa. Skang susah nak balik S.Alam. Weekdays keje, pastu weekends skang asyik ada training la, pastu pay-back time...Weddings sana sini. Huhu. Nanti rasa² free sket, Angah balik S.Alam ok. Tengok la weekdays ke. Ok. Kem salam sume especially Mama. Angah sayang sume! Mwa mwa. Good nite! -Angah-"

Ohh. Yesss!!
That text message was sent last night when the sender was in her emo state.
Emo tak tentu pasal! Hahahaha.
Woops! I bet you know who was the sender. Hihihi! Peace!! :P :D
(Now the sender kind of regretted that she sent the text message! Malu sehhh! Tak pernah² send such mushy text message to her Papa. Hehehe.)

La lalala la la... Saya sangat bosannnn!
Saya sangat penatttt!
Saya sangat emo...!??!!

Uh huh. I will end this merepek'ness now.

Ehh! Wait...
Thank you to my Sist-In-Law for this thoughtful award! :D

Active Blogger Award

Now it's my turn to pass this on! Weeee...
I shall give away this award to my fellow Blog Readers (is there any?) so keep this and post this up in your virtual diary okeh? :D

Till then...... Daaaaa!

Author's Current State: Wengggg... A mixture of feelings! :P

What Is BFF?

......What does BFF means to you?

For me, BFF always means Best Friends Forever... Anyone agree? :)

Well, lets talk about this for a while. (sementara cari mood nak update pasal Hari Raya!)

Talking about "Friends" or "Friendship"... Honestly, I'm one clueless lady! :(

Why??

Simply because I think, *ahem* I repeat again... I think, I don't have many friends around. Sad, isn't it?

Hurmm.

Not that I don't have friends at all. Of course I do! But... I do think that I hardly have real true friends... Get me?

Oh well. I found this on triple W.

1. Best Friend - Someone considered to be one's closest companion. (Source: en.wiktionary.org/wiki/best friend)
   
2. Best Friend - Someone (singular or plural) with whom one shared the strongest possible kind of friendship(s). (Source: From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia)

Hmmm. Susah sebenarnya nak cari kawan yang sangattt baik kan? For me, I can always count on my childhood or High School friends! Agree tak? Old friends are always the best! No doubt of that. You can always go gila² with them, talk (especially gayut phone) for hours and hours, gossipping like there's no tomorrow, plan a sleepover at a friend's house, lepak with that friend's siblings or family, and the best thing is.... You can ALWAYS repeat the same stories (or kenangan dulu²) like beribu² kali pun tarak hal punye with your old friends! Betul tak?? Hehehe. :)

I'm not sure why I bring up this subject.

Is it because I miss my friends so dearly? Maybe...
Is it because nowadays, other than my Hubby... I seldom go out or hang out with my friends!? Is it because of this? I don't blame Hubby. Because I chose to spend more time with Hubby than anyone else... (Yeah. Sila laa gelak or perli, I don't care!) Tapi tu lahh.. I still want to spend time with my friends! It's just that. I couldn't find the suitable time... You tell me, how to squeeze my time for everyone, I mean, for my friends?? Arghh! Giler sudahh diriku tulis mende² nih...

I have to go now. Will find other things to babble about later! Meantime, my apologies for any wrongdoings or ntah hape² words. Ampun & maaf yer... Kita kan masih ber"Raya" lagi... :)

My dearest F.R.I.E.N.D.S (you know who you are), I miss you so dearly...... Haku tak lupa kawan² weiii!!! *Roger&Out*

P.S. I miss Ili (yang jauh di perantauan... Anything for me from Aussie? :P), I miss Miejot & Zatod (biler laa nak lepak ngan korang lagi?), I miss Bai (awak nak kawen biler nih?? Cepat soh En.Thali masuk meminang!! Hehehe!), I miss Mye (GF, cepat laa balik sini! Wat per "transit" umah your Bro kat Dubai lama²... I tak jumpa you lama okeh! Since before my Wedding lagi! Huhuhu!), I miss Sara+Adeq+Hana (korang apa cite ekk? Sara jer aku slalu chitchat! Yang lagi 2 senyap sunyi jerr...), and yeahhh.. I miss all my other friends too!!!! Boohooo...

P.S.S. A special thanks to my dearest friend, Ejin! Seriously... I always think of her as my Best Friend! Well, she still is for me! :) You know, I still remember her words dulu²... "Anit, eventhough we're different... But because we're Best Friends, kita sama!". Awww. I still remember those words tau! I seriously sayang you, Jin! You helped me A LOT!!! (you pun tau but you always wat tatau. Heh!) And your Wedding Gift to us was the most mahal memorable! I takkan lupa punya... Goshh.. You're sooo generous tau tak!? Thank you, dear! :) *hugs*

Note for my Blogger pal(s): Salam perkenalan to ALL OF YOU! Hope we can be good friends/chatters/blogger-mates... I'm a chatterbox, believe me! Haha. Perasan sudahh... :P But betul larr... I believe that I'm very talkative in person (especially when kita dah ngam), but can be very shy² too... :P ;) Well, you can "see" it from the way I write. Whatever I wrote bunyinya sama cam cara saya bercakap! At times, sambil type sambil bercakap okeh! Like sebut satu² apa yang me tulis sini. Err. Paham ker? Hehehe. :)